Staying up, night by night, wishing that i wasn't alive. I'm sick of hiding day by day from the thoughts i keep in my brain, I'm sick of waiting for my life to change when everyday is the fucking same. Now i have no one left to blame but my self for everything.
No one but myself.
Still waiting for the day where I can stop holding my breath. It's driving me insane, to the point where i'm digging my own grave.
But why should I care, when there is no one in the end.
Track Name: Walk Alone ft. Tim Kjelshus (Raw Dog)
Why don't you just drop the act, you're not fooling a thing. Turned your back on the friendship we had to make people think that you're better then me, well you're one in the same and i walk alone.
Cause i don't need you anymore and i would rather take a fist in the face, then to sell out to a fucking trend. A trend that I hate.
Take a look you're not fooling a thing. Turned your back on the friendship we had to make people think that you're better then me, well you're one in the same and i walk alone.
Cause everything I do just gets thrown in my face, I always get knocked down when I have something to say. It's clear to me now you have no respect for me, and the things that I believe.
Why are you so blind to see that i'll never be sorry for the things i believe, so you can choke on that and write me off cause i'd rather be a low life then to not speak up.
Track Name: Disgrace
How could I alleviate this this anxiety poured down on me when it feels like all eyes are on me. I don't know what i'm 'gunna do cause i'm so discontent with everyone and every word shoved in my throat by the mouths which are dead to me.
And everyday is a constant struggle when I know what they think of me. I'm just a black sheep by the way i'm seen.
I'll be the one to speak when it comes for your eternal sleep. Dead from the lies you speak that will never be good enough for me.
There all afraid to know how my mind works, their just the ones trying to make me believe that i'm diseased.
So get the fuck out of my face, we'll never see face to face. You're a fucking disgrace.